Why

As I mentioned in a post below, something happened to make a day pretty bad.

Considering the response I've received not only in comments to the post, but also in personal messages, I think it's only fair to share what caused the day to be so bad.

No, I'm not dying. Nobody else is dead. Vito is still at my side.

And I know that what's hurting me right now is by no means and in any context the "end of the world."

But it still hurts. It hurts more than I've had anything hurt me in a very, very long time.

Not only that, it made me think of something else.

I cannot write down what's causing this. It's simply something too difficult to do.

First, read this: http://badgerblogalliance.blogspot.com/2006/08/is-wisconsin-blogosphere-unique-or.html

Then, if you're truly curious, watch the following two videos.

Part 1 at http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nLY7mNR6uS0

Part 2 at http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GLEO9cHGYWk

It's a total of about sixteen minutes and probably the most long-winded video I will ever do, unless I get a movie deal.

And that, as they say, is that.

I'll be just fine.